The Wisdom of Your Soul
&
The Recovery of the Christ Path
Grace’s personal healing journey, her own profound mystical experiences and the thousands of Crystalline Pathway Healing sessions she has provided for others have opened a portal of understanding about Feminine Christ Consciousness on Earth.
Part of this understanding includes the necessity of clearing all past lives on the journey to Christ Consciousness — a notion that adds tremendous breadth and depth to her appreciation of the soul’s journey through multiple lifetimes.
Out of this understanding comes her invitation into the felt experience of your soul's wisdom and exquisite capacity to orchestrate precise life circumstances for the sole purpose of healing and returning to wholeness. We are, in essence, invited to acknowledge that our soul is on a trajectory toward the reconciliation of core fractures — using losses, violations and pains often sustained in childhood to highlight the main themes of separation and loss carried over from past lives. In this masterful way, the soul reminds and guides us to the key gaps needing to be addressed in this life.
And, beyond a shadow of a doubt, Grace holds that the soul returns again and again to refine and evolve these main themes, all the while seeking wholeness and divine union. This divine quest becomes even more pronounced when the soul seeks Christ Consciousness. As part of the process of healing and clearing all past lives, a strong emphasis is placed on the complete healing of those lives connected to the Christ Consciousness and the various traumas endured in relation to its repeated extermination. The high vibration of this consciousness — and therefore the degree of violence implicit in the violations surrounding these events — can present significant challenges to clear.
In order to complete this level of purification, Grace has come to know the universal need held in the hearts of humanity to heal our dissociation from and denigration of the Feminine. Only the healing properties inherent in the Feminine principle can support the level of clearing necessary to reinstate Christ Consciousness on Earth.
Part of this understanding includes the necessity of clearing all past lives on the journey to Christ Consciousness — a notion that adds tremendous breadth and depth to her appreciation of the soul’s journey through multiple lifetimes.
Out of this understanding comes her invitation into the felt experience of your soul's wisdom and exquisite capacity to orchestrate precise life circumstances for the sole purpose of healing and returning to wholeness. We are, in essence, invited to acknowledge that our soul is on a trajectory toward the reconciliation of core fractures — using losses, violations and pains often sustained in childhood to highlight the main themes of separation and loss carried over from past lives. In this masterful way, the soul reminds and guides us to the key gaps needing to be addressed in this life.
And, beyond a shadow of a doubt, Grace holds that the soul returns again and again to refine and evolve these main themes, all the while seeking wholeness and divine union. This divine quest becomes even more pronounced when the soul seeks Christ Consciousness. As part of the process of healing and clearing all past lives, a strong emphasis is placed on the complete healing of those lives connected to the Christ Consciousness and the various traumas endured in relation to its repeated extermination. The high vibration of this consciousness — and therefore the degree of violence implicit in the violations surrounding these events — can present significant challenges to clear.
In order to complete this level of purification, Grace has come to know the universal need held in the hearts of humanity to heal our dissociation from and denigration of the Feminine. Only the healing properties inherent in the Feminine principle can support the level of clearing necessary to reinstate Christ Consciousness on Earth.
St. Mary Salome
Healing the Trauma Surrounding Christ Consciousness
As Grace’s healing practice progressed, clusters of clients arrived in cycles with one major theme in common: Each person had experienced one or more uprisings of Christ Consciousness. Key impactful scenes from varying perspectives arose repeatedly in numerous healing sessions, thus providing significant detail surrounding each Christ Consciousness uprising.
The specificity and uncanny coincidences of these cyclical patterns impressed upon Grace the necessity of healing the deeper trauma and repression they represented. Each soul sought liberation and truth, enabling them to continue on their journey toward Christ Consciousness — a journey that began centuries ago.
Of perhaps greater significance, by “seeing” and “experiencing” the destruction of each uprising through many perspectives, Grace finally understood the underlying impulse that each of these events held in common: The annihilation of the Divine Feminine.
In particular, Grace has been shown the events surrounding Jesus’ crucifixion through her own eyes as Mary Salome and the eyes of the other Holy Women involved — namely Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Mary Jacobe, Grandmother Anna and several others. Mary Salome, Jesus' youngest sibling, served with the other Holy Women, often at Mary Magdalene's side, endured the horrors of the crucifixion, imprisonment by the Romans and escape to Palestine with the other Holy Women.
These Holy Women were central to Jesus’ ministry. Their capacity to embody Love was crucial in creating the balance of Masculine and Feminine principles within Jesus’ teachings. His expression was made possible in large part due to the power of the vibrational foundation they held. They were the nurturing and sustaining force of Divine Love, providing essential aspects of healing, guidance and wisdom — though they were not often seen or understood by the untrained eye.
The Feminine Christ Path Emerges
Grace has been able to “see” the tragedies that befell these and other women involved with Jesus’ ministry after the crucifixion — many were raped and tortured, sustaining all manner of personal losses. The Feminine aspect of Jesus’ teachings was essentially cut away by the men who could neither understand nor appreciate it, and were therefore threatened by the importance and power of the Feminine. The Holy Women were ultimately exiled from Palestine, sent out to sea on a boat without oars or sails to die.
Through a series of miracles, the Holy Women did survive their ordeal and landed in the South of France, where they continued to deepen their commitment to serving humanity and teaching the embodiment of Divine Love.
These women, along with other family members, created a legacy of teaching and healing with the intention of sustaining Christ Consciousness on Earth. Over time, this legacy went more and more underground as the Church grew in both its influence and subjugation of any varying ideology, especially in regard to the Feminine.
As Grace’s healing practice progressed, clusters of clients arrived in cycles with one major theme in common: Each person had experienced one or more uprisings of Christ Consciousness. Key impactful scenes from varying perspectives arose repeatedly in numerous healing sessions, thus providing significant detail surrounding each Christ Consciousness uprising.
The specificity and uncanny coincidences of these cyclical patterns impressed upon Grace the necessity of healing the deeper trauma and repression they represented. Each soul sought liberation and truth, enabling them to continue on their journey toward Christ Consciousness — a journey that began centuries ago.
Of perhaps greater significance, by “seeing” and “experiencing” the destruction of each uprising through many perspectives, Grace finally understood the underlying impulse that each of these events held in common: The annihilation of the Divine Feminine.
In particular, Grace has been shown the events surrounding Jesus’ crucifixion through her own eyes as Mary Salome and the eyes of the other Holy Women involved — namely Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Mary Jacobe, Grandmother Anna and several others. Mary Salome, Jesus' youngest sibling, served with the other Holy Women, often at Mary Magdalene's side, endured the horrors of the crucifixion, imprisonment by the Romans and escape to Palestine with the other Holy Women.
These Holy Women were central to Jesus’ ministry. Their capacity to embody Love was crucial in creating the balance of Masculine and Feminine principles within Jesus’ teachings. His expression was made possible in large part due to the power of the vibrational foundation they held. They were the nurturing and sustaining force of Divine Love, providing essential aspects of healing, guidance and wisdom — though they were not often seen or understood by the untrained eye.
The Feminine Christ Path Emerges
Grace has been able to “see” the tragedies that befell these and other women involved with Jesus’ ministry after the crucifixion — many were raped and tortured, sustaining all manner of personal losses. The Feminine aspect of Jesus’ teachings was essentially cut away by the men who could neither understand nor appreciate it, and were therefore threatened by the importance and power of the Feminine. The Holy Women were ultimately exiled from Palestine, sent out to sea on a boat without oars or sails to die.
Through a series of miracles, the Holy Women did survive their ordeal and landed in the South of France, where they continued to deepen their commitment to serving humanity and teaching the embodiment of Divine Love.
These women, along with other family members, created a legacy of teaching and healing with the intention of sustaining Christ Consciousness on Earth. Over time, this legacy went more and more underground as the Church grew in both its influence and subjugation of any varying ideology, especially in regard to the Feminine.
Esclarmonde de Foix
A Second Uprising of Christ Consciousness
Grace has also become aware of the significance of a second uprising of Christ Consciousness that took place in the South of France during the 12th Century. This community was called the Cathars. Many have never heard of the Cathars — their persecutors summarily destroyed their records and little remains about their practices, lifestyle and theology.
Grace again relied largely on countless healing sessions and mystical experiences to remember — at great personal cost — the horrific story of the pain, suffering and genocide of the Cathars. Through her own eyes as a prominent female Cathar leader and Feminine Christ — Esclarmonde de Foix — as well as many other individual souls, Grace has recovered the intent of the Cathar movement as well as the tragedy inflicted upon those who lived and practiced this sacred path.
The Cathars honored the Feminine principle within all beings, and sought to illuminate human hearts to know their own guidance, beauty and freedom. They also sought to embody and teach about the power of Love — the power that fuels each individual to know themselves as their own source of divine connection. These teachings were in direct opposition to the doctrine of the Church, whose power depended on the belief in original sin and the need for an external power to grant salvation.
The threat of the Cathars, both theologically and financially (they did not pay tithe to the Church), was great, and the powers in Rome and France determined that the Cathars must be eliminated. Through a series of brutal massacres that included torture, burning at the stake and systematic annihilation, the Cathars and their way of life were destroyed. Many former Cathars have found their way to Grace’s door.
How this Relates to You
This moment in time holds yet another opportunity to generate and sustain Christ Consciousness in our own hearts. Many who feel the call toward this path have also lived at the time of previous Christ Consciousness movements and supported its expression, along with experiencing and holding the memory of the immense trauma associated with its loss. Many suffer from addictions and obsessive behaviors connected to these past traumas in this lifetime.
Now is the time to allow the emotions derived from these losses and sorrows to flow. Now is the time to open our hearts to embrace and release these violent episodes, allowing the Christ Consciousness seeded in our souls to emerge. If you feel the call, it may very well be that your soul has sought this opportunity in repeated lifetimes. You are invited to heal, restore yourself toward wholeness, and ultimately, know the truth of Christ Consciousness — this time, in safety and in Love.
Testimonials from those who have made contact with aspects of their Eternal Soul:
Grace has also become aware of the significance of a second uprising of Christ Consciousness that took place in the South of France during the 12th Century. This community was called the Cathars. Many have never heard of the Cathars — their persecutors summarily destroyed their records and little remains about their practices, lifestyle and theology.
Grace again relied largely on countless healing sessions and mystical experiences to remember — at great personal cost — the horrific story of the pain, suffering and genocide of the Cathars. Through her own eyes as a prominent female Cathar leader and Feminine Christ — Esclarmonde de Foix — as well as many other individual souls, Grace has recovered the intent of the Cathar movement as well as the tragedy inflicted upon those who lived and practiced this sacred path.
The Cathars honored the Feminine principle within all beings, and sought to illuminate human hearts to know their own guidance, beauty and freedom. They also sought to embody and teach about the power of Love — the power that fuels each individual to know themselves as their own source of divine connection. These teachings were in direct opposition to the doctrine of the Church, whose power depended on the belief in original sin and the need for an external power to grant salvation.
The threat of the Cathars, both theologically and financially (they did not pay tithe to the Church), was great, and the powers in Rome and France determined that the Cathars must be eliminated. Through a series of brutal massacres that included torture, burning at the stake and systematic annihilation, the Cathars and their way of life were destroyed. Many former Cathars have found their way to Grace’s door.
How this Relates to You
This moment in time holds yet another opportunity to generate and sustain Christ Consciousness in our own hearts. Many who feel the call toward this path have also lived at the time of previous Christ Consciousness movements and supported its expression, along with experiencing and holding the memory of the immense trauma associated with its loss. Many suffer from addictions and obsessive behaviors connected to these past traumas in this lifetime.
Now is the time to allow the emotions derived from these losses and sorrows to flow. Now is the time to open our hearts to embrace and release these violent episodes, allowing the Christ Consciousness seeded in our souls to emerge. If you feel the call, it may very well be that your soul has sought this opportunity in repeated lifetimes. You are invited to heal, restore yourself toward wholeness, and ultimately, know the truth of Christ Consciousness — this time, in safety and in Love.
Testimonials from those who have made contact with aspects of their Eternal Soul:
Beautiful Grace,
I wanted to check in with you. I feel that I'm beginning to come out of the initiation from last week and wanted to be in touch as you so lovingly offered.
You were correct — my heart cracked wide open and I was so, so raw.
I cried rivers of tears in the few days following our session. My heart feels SO open and yet I'm mourning. . .lifetimes. I've been particularly seeing and traveling to the image of you and Mary Magdalene filing in line to go to the boats. I could feel the pain of being "left" and feeling so lost without the two of you. I was younger — merely a teenager. And I've been seeing so many new scenes of being with Jesus and Mary in many of their group teachings.
I'm feeling closer to them both as my teachers and guiding ascended masters in this lifetime.
There is an expansive, parabolic view I have to life in this moment — one in which feels like a new way of being and living in multiple dimensions.
My heart feels yours with deep love and gratitude, Grace.
Thank you from depths in my heart never before known,
J
I wanted to check in with you. I feel that I'm beginning to come out of the initiation from last week and wanted to be in touch as you so lovingly offered.
You were correct — my heart cracked wide open and I was so, so raw.
I cried rivers of tears in the few days following our session. My heart feels SO open and yet I'm mourning. . .lifetimes. I've been particularly seeing and traveling to the image of you and Mary Magdalene filing in line to go to the boats. I could feel the pain of being "left" and feeling so lost without the two of you. I was younger — merely a teenager. And I've been seeing so many new scenes of being with Jesus and Mary in many of their group teachings.
I'm feeling closer to them both as my teachers and guiding ascended masters in this lifetime.
There is an expansive, parabolic view I have to life in this moment — one in which feels like a new way of being and living in multiple dimensions.
My heart feels yours with deep love and gratitude, Grace.
Thank you from depths in my heart never before known,
J
Dear Grace,
Ten, or maybe even 15 years ago I had a dream I want to tell you about in light of what you revealed to me.
In that dream, I am running, running from something unseen but really scary. I am running. . . on cobblestones, in a medieval town. I know it is one of those medieval fortifications amazingly built atop a mountain, like you see in the south of France. I am running down a narrow, steep cobblestone street, fearing for my very life. I come upon giant doors, like church doors. I push one open and step inside, closing the door behind me. I know I am safe from the unseen threat.
I notice a vast, very dark hall, with similar doors on the other side. I walk across the dark hall to the other doors. When I open them, I find myself in an outdoor courtyard. Everywhere, seeming to emerge straight out of the gravel, are stone statues of women, their faces distorted by silent screams, their bodies contorted, hands extended, all in expressions of profound pain. I think: "This is a mausoleum to women's suffering".
To my left I now notice a lake. Very clear and peaceful. There are stone steps entering the lake, and I step into the water and down the steps. I can breathe under water as usual. I am swimming towards the bottom when I see a scene that raises panic again in my heart: on the sandy bottom, a man is strapped to a pole, wrapped all over with thick chains. Another man, floating in front of him, is threatening him with a knife. My heart stops: the man in chains is Jesus! I MUST help him! I panic! I must do something! (you have to understand the puzzlement for me: I was not raised religious, I did not have at the time any 'relationship' to God or Jesus, other than mere spiritual glimpses. But in that moment I knew I loved Jesus and must help him.)
But then, the threatening man simply disappears, the chains fall off and Jesus raises his hand to me, and though he doesn't say anything I understand — or rather I feel that he is saying: Everything will be all right.
And I feel a peace I have never felt.
Of course this dream seemed significant to me at the time and I wrote it down and thought of it often. But, I would think, why me? Why would I have anything to do with the suffering of women? And why would I, of all people, see Jesus? But I have hung on to this dream as a to a pearl, looking at it now and then, knowing it was precious.
And this morning I googled (again) 'Cathares' and the first thing that came up was a French YouTube video, and the very first image is that of the town hanging on a rock. . .I recognized it instantly, I had shivers all over. . .and a sick feeling in my solar plexus.
I feel something amazing is at play and I am so open to it. I am so grateful to all the guides who have been in my life, even if I didn't recognize them at the time. There were times I felt so alone but I can see now how I was always supported.
I have so many questions. . .and a need for connection. Do you ever meet in person? Would you be willing to meet with me? Could I come see you in Santa Rosa? I would never dare ask but this. . .this is so special. . .perhaps I am mistaken and there is no 'need' for anything further. Yet, I am acting on impulse :)
Other than that the last few days have been lovely. Things seem to flow nicely. I perceive the magnificence and depth of the people around me even more, especially my boys. I feel very, very tender too. I am taking care of my precious self.
I hope you are well and thank you again from the bottom of my heart for doing this work, and for having come my way. I have no words for the tears and overflowing gratitude,
EM
Ten, or maybe even 15 years ago I had a dream I want to tell you about in light of what you revealed to me.
In that dream, I am running, running from something unseen but really scary. I am running. . . on cobblestones, in a medieval town. I know it is one of those medieval fortifications amazingly built atop a mountain, like you see in the south of France. I am running down a narrow, steep cobblestone street, fearing for my very life. I come upon giant doors, like church doors. I push one open and step inside, closing the door behind me. I know I am safe from the unseen threat.
I notice a vast, very dark hall, with similar doors on the other side. I walk across the dark hall to the other doors. When I open them, I find myself in an outdoor courtyard. Everywhere, seeming to emerge straight out of the gravel, are stone statues of women, their faces distorted by silent screams, their bodies contorted, hands extended, all in expressions of profound pain. I think: "This is a mausoleum to women's suffering".
To my left I now notice a lake. Very clear and peaceful. There are stone steps entering the lake, and I step into the water and down the steps. I can breathe under water as usual. I am swimming towards the bottom when I see a scene that raises panic again in my heart: on the sandy bottom, a man is strapped to a pole, wrapped all over with thick chains. Another man, floating in front of him, is threatening him with a knife. My heart stops: the man in chains is Jesus! I MUST help him! I panic! I must do something! (you have to understand the puzzlement for me: I was not raised religious, I did not have at the time any 'relationship' to God or Jesus, other than mere spiritual glimpses. But in that moment I knew I loved Jesus and must help him.)
But then, the threatening man simply disappears, the chains fall off and Jesus raises his hand to me, and though he doesn't say anything I understand — or rather I feel that he is saying: Everything will be all right.
And I feel a peace I have never felt.
Of course this dream seemed significant to me at the time and I wrote it down and thought of it often. But, I would think, why me? Why would I have anything to do with the suffering of women? And why would I, of all people, see Jesus? But I have hung on to this dream as a to a pearl, looking at it now and then, knowing it was precious.
And this morning I googled (again) 'Cathares' and the first thing that came up was a French YouTube video, and the very first image is that of the town hanging on a rock. . .I recognized it instantly, I had shivers all over. . .and a sick feeling in my solar plexus.
I feel something amazing is at play and I am so open to it. I am so grateful to all the guides who have been in my life, even if I didn't recognize them at the time. There were times I felt so alone but I can see now how I was always supported.
I have so many questions. . .and a need for connection. Do you ever meet in person? Would you be willing to meet with me? Could I come see you in Santa Rosa? I would never dare ask but this. . .this is so special. . .perhaps I am mistaken and there is no 'need' for anything further. Yet, I am acting on impulse :)
Other than that the last few days have been lovely. Things seem to flow nicely. I perceive the magnificence and depth of the people around me even more, especially my boys. I feel very, very tender too. I am taking care of my precious self.
I hope you are well and thank you again from the bottom of my heart for doing this work, and for having come my way. I have no words for the tears and overflowing gratitude,
EM
Beloved Grace,
Oh my goodness, I felt you and some of the Holy Family come back tonight. I was talking, praying to you all while I was on the couch and then there was a shift or something and I realized, "Oh, you 're really here." So I sat up and the tears really flowed. I don't need to figure it out or understand or explain it. I heard you say, "Just feel it." I'm feeling cleansed, tender, held.
So much love,
DC
Oh my goodness, I felt you and some of the Holy Family come back tonight. I was talking, praying to you all while I was on the couch and then there was a shift or something and I realized, "Oh, you 're really here." So I sat up and the tears really flowed. I don't need to figure it out or understand or explain it. I heard you say, "Just feel it." I'm feeling cleansed, tender, held.
So much love,
DC
Hi Grace,
I thought I would report a bit about how things have been going since our session. Specifically, an experience I had during my quiet/meditation time yesterday.
At first, while I was sitting at my altar, I was able to cry (sweet relief!) as I asked for help and holding from Mary Magdalene and Isis as I make my transition. This felt very sweet and real; the qualities I've been longing for from my practice.
Afterwards, I lay down to go deeper into myself, to rest, to breathe. What came next was transportive and deeply emotional. I was feeling my gratitude for you, and then I heard myself say aloud, "I never thought I would see you whole again!" This was you as my mother, you as the embodiment of the Divine Feminine, you as my teacher, all of it. Seeing you destroyed was a complete evisceration of my heart. I wept so profoundly. I felt all the ways that the trauma of the Cathar lifetime "worked" to make me hate myself, to make me lose faith, to believe that all hope was lost and that the Divine Feminine was gone and was never coming back. So to have this lifetime, this opportunity now, with you in tact, alive, teaching and healing —I'm astounded and ineffably grateful. And perhaps a bit in shock. I was so convinced that the loss was permanent!
Whenever you've mentioned any aspect of the Cathar lifetime to me, I've felt very flat. Like the words you were saying were full of import, but I couldn't feel any of it. Just felt like a story to me. Yesterday, it all became real. I saw it all, and felt a great deal for myself, for you, for the entirety of our culture and all we held dear and sacred and true.
In another wave, I emerged, covered in ash and dust, weathered and beaten down, into a temple of sorts. More like a sacred hospital for healing the Divine Feminine. I was greeted by Jesus and held for a long time. I wept with my love for him, our connection, and his love for me. He showed me to Mary Magdelene and she and I started to navigate my allowing her to care for me. My trust in her was shaky, as I believed that loving Jesus meant that she and I were at odds. A lot of healing there, and certainly more to come. I left that space lying down by myself, breathing and knowing that the place I was in was safe, and that I could take my time to gain my strength while I was there.
This all happened while my daughter was napping, and once she was up, I was brought back to parenting, to this life and all it's tasks and endeavors. I've been doing my best to integrate. Writing you feels like part of that. To let you know the portal that I passed through, or am still passing through.
Thank you for everything,
JB
I thought I would report a bit about how things have been going since our session. Specifically, an experience I had during my quiet/meditation time yesterday.
At first, while I was sitting at my altar, I was able to cry (sweet relief!) as I asked for help and holding from Mary Magdalene and Isis as I make my transition. This felt very sweet and real; the qualities I've been longing for from my practice.
Afterwards, I lay down to go deeper into myself, to rest, to breathe. What came next was transportive and deeply emotional. I was feeling my gratitude for you, and then I heard myself say aloud, "I never thought I would see you whole again!" This was you as my mother, you as the embodiment of the Divine Feminine, you as my teacher, all of it. Seeing you destroyed was a complete evisceration of my heart. I wept so profoundly. I felt all the ways that the trauma of the Cathar lifetime "worked" to make me hate myself, to make me lose faith, to believe that all hope was lost and that the Divine Feminine was gone and was never coming back. So to have this lifetime, this opportunity now, with you in tact, alive, teaching and healing —I'm astounded and ineffably grateful. And perhaps a bit in shock. I was so convinced that the loss was permanent!
Whenever you've mentioned any aspect of the Cathar lifetime to me, I've felt very flat. Like the words you were saying were full of import, but I couldn't feel any of it. Just felt like a story to me. Yesterday, it all became real. I saw it all, and felt a great deal for myself, for you, for the entirety of our culture and all we held dear and sacred and true.
In another wave, I emerged, covered in ash and dust, weathered and beaten down, into a temple of sorts. More like a sacred hospital for healing the Divine Feminine. I was greeted by Jesus and held for a long time. I wept with my love for him, our connection, and his love for me. He showed me to Mary Magdelene and she and I started to navigate my allowing her to care for me. My trust in her was shaky, as I believed that loving Jesus meant that she and I were at odds. A lot of healing there, and certainly more to come. I left that space lying down by myself, breathing and knowing that the place I was in was safe, and that I could take my time to gain my strength while I was there.
This all happened while my daughter was napping, and once she was up, I was brought back to parenting, to this life and all it's tasks and endeavors. I've been doing my best to integrate. Writing you feels like part of that. To let you know the portal that I passed through, or am still passing through.
Thank you for everything,
JB